M26. I I grew up looking for a finish line or an end point. Expecting to “make it” one day like all adults must have. Realizing that life is day after day after day of never fully knowing what you’re doing and never feeling totally settled is something I struggle to accept. This is life. This is the hand I’m dealt. There’s nothing coming that’s gonna change it one day. It’s this. Day after day after day. After day. No secrets or reveals to come just more life. More problems to solve. I feel so alone. I trust the steps I’ve taken but find such distain for myself and situation. Do they see what’s under the mask? No one has acted like they have, so I suppose they do not. Day after day after day.
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