Crying because I wasted my life

I'm 27 still virgin. Never had a girlfriend or even kissed a girl yet. It's pathetic. It haunts me every single day. Every waking moment. No doubt my biggest regret and failure. For that reason alone, I believe my ''youth'' was wasted. I will never get to experience that innocent young love/sex. I'm a broken man because of it. Sitting here crying, but I think no matter how much it hurts, it's time to move on and make peace with it. It wasn't my fault no girl was ever interested in me. I'm short 5'5 and have a babyface that always made me look younger. I still look 19/20. Whatever it doesn't matter. Hell, I don't even care for getting married or having kids, but I always wanted a girlfriend so I can finally experience love, sex, cuddles, kisses....all that good stuff but it's nice to remember that nothing matters in the end. Even all that good stuff.....will one day be for nothing. I'm starting to get numb towards it all. Everything is so temporary it doesn't even matter anymore. I'm just a broken man with broken dreams.....I too will fade away and inevitably turn to dust