Christmas doesn't feel all that special

When l was young,l loved Christmas. Loved the food,the atmosphere,even though my family never really afforded presents,l loved it nonetheless. Now as l get older,things just don't feel the same. I know that l'm just gonna stay at home all day,maybe call my grandparents or make myself dinner for once. It just feels like another day and l hate it. Now l'm scrolling through social media,watching people making plan for their perfect Christmas,it makes me feel.. Sad..