Anyone else here feel almost paralyzed in life?

I know I should be working a better job and making more money, but I have no clue on how to do this w/o going to school. I just don't have the time or money to go back. Even if I did, I don't even know what to study. Not only do I have a learning disability, but nothing in life really interests me. I've tried college in the past and I dropped out bc I couldn't find anything I liked. It was either too boring or too overwhelming for me to learn.

Also with Ai and outsourcing becoming the norm, I'm worried about picking the wrong thing to study. It seems like everyone on r/csMajors are panicking bc they can't find a solid job after graduating. Which is wild bc I thought CS was a solid degree and the best path for success.