Anyone else have this experience?

Im 45yo now. When I was between 8 and 12 years old I thought I was going to play in the NFL one day 🤣. I did not have NFL in my genes. After that dream died off and I started middle school everyone asked, "what do you wanna be when you grow up?"....I never had an answer. At 45yo I still dont have an answer. I try to think about what im "passionate" about.....sports (sort of)...music (I play a little guitar and have always had rhythm)...but something I could do as a career....? So anyone out there just floating through life like me? No real direction? I was a golf course Superintendent for 20 years. That career just kind of found me, I never searched for it and never really " loved" it. I had a spine injury and was forced out of the industry and now work for a municipality parks department. I was just on lunch and looked up "drum lessons near me"...I always thought id be good at the drums....mid life crisis I guess 🤣