Am I weird

Is it weird that the main reason as to why I don’t like to get a haircut is because I hate the feeling of being stared at. Now not to sound too cocky or arrogant but I’ve always been fortunate when it comes to women. I’d like to think I’m a pretty attractive person. I’m mixed (Vietnamese, black, and white) and look very Spanish and get mistaken as a Puerto Rican on a daily basis. I’ve always been a very shy person and although plenty of women find me attractive, I’ve always felt the opposite. Every time I get a haircut and make myself “presentable” or whatever you want to call it, I get stared at EVERYWHERE I go. And I HATE IT. I’d like to say I understand how a lot of women feel in todays day and age, and I couldn’t imagine myself dealing with that on a daily basis. am I weird for thinking like this? My brother makes fun of me all of the time for it and tell me I should be happy because plenty of people would want that feeling.