am i doomed to fail

18m i have no money, no friends or a girlfriend, can’t get my liscense so no car either. i physically can’t get my license due to being blind in one eye. i moved to a new state 8 months ago hate it here. tried getting a few jobs but lost motivation. i don’t want to get a job in all honestly, i don’t even like leaving the house. everytime i go out, everywhere starts to sweat really badly. my parents even joke about it because it’s so noticeable i can’t even touch anything. i can’t figure out why i don’t want to work and what’s wrong with me. i just want to live a normal life and have a good worth ethic but i never can. i feel like im so behind everyone what’s the point of even trying to catch up. all the people my age around me have their life figured out and have so many nice things. i just want some advice and wanted to rant