2 Months After the Breakup, Still in Contact and Confused About My Feelings

It’s been almost two months since the breakup, yet we’re still in contact as if nothing happened. We broke up because the long distance became too challenging after committing to it for two years. We haven’t met in person yet, but we’re planning to meet for the first time this February—technically as friends, though we both still seem to share the same feelings.

I feel torn. A part of me wants us to reunite, become a couple again, and commit to fighting for our relationship. But another part of me thinks, ‘If we don’t belong together, then maybe it’s better to let go.’ Despite this, I can’t deny that I still feel some attachment to him and maybe I do still love him but not as much as before :/

Is it normal to feel this way after a breakup? I’d love to hear your thoughts.